grief, mental health, Multiple Sclerosis, Not Today MS, panic attacks, Uncategorized

I’m not okay… but I will be.

I don't like to write in this sort of headspace. I want to process what I'm feeling and then wrap it up with a bow and present to the world in hopes that maybe I can help someone dig out from whatever feelings they are buried under. I'm not there. I don't know how this… Continue reading I’m not okay… but I will be.

Faith, Multiple Sclerosis, Not Today MS

“Honey…. You’re not 35 anymore.”

It’s been a minute... one year to be exact since my last post. A lot has happened. And I have been doing a lot of processing in this season. And when I process, I do that best through writing. So, my hope and prayer is that by processing out loud, you--dear reader--may get some clarity… Continue reading “Honey…. You’re not 35 anymore.”

anxiety, Faith, grief, joy, Multiple Sclerosis, Not Today MS, Uncategorized

The Light is Coming

The Winter Solstice is quickly approaching. On December 21, 2021 the sun will be the furthest away from us here in the Northern Hemisphere and we will have the shortest amount of sunlight. Other people refer to it as “the darkest day of the year.” I sat in a doctors office a few weeks ago… Continue reading The Light is Coming